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Saturday, November 23rd, 2002
2:21 pm - The end is near
Last entry of all time. After that this journal will sit and rot. Happiness is the key to life. Do it just dont lie and decieve. If that is what you want respect me enough to be honest. Thats all I have ever asked from you. The end.

current mood: contemplative

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Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
8:08 pm - ???

Who am I to need you when I'm down
Where are you when I need you around
Your life is not your own

And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again

Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me

And you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own

Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me

Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith

And as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me

Who am I?

current mood: confused

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Monday, November 11th, 2002
2:30 pm
The frustration is tearing me down. Alone I cry.

current mood: frustrated

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Friday, November 1st, 2002
12:03 pm - Halloween Smallloween
Yesterday was halloween. No big deal here. I didn't do anything. Except I went to the mall and saw all of the scary kids there. HAHA. Then I went out to dinner with my mom and told her a little about JDC3. Which was pretty cool. We came home and I took some new pics. Oh yeah I am pretty sure I am going to get a job at target! That will kick ass. I would be so excited about that. I should be getting a call about it soon. I am going to try to make this MP3 player/burner work then I am going to go work out. Gotta get hot some how haha. Well I will write more later.Haha Probably not!!

Peace Killa,

current mood: chipper

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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
12:36 pm - Long time no type
I need a fucking job!! That is all I can say. That is all that I am worried about right now. I need to be able to pay my car insurence and take care of the divorce and I will be fine! Then I can save all of my other cash! I swear it is so hard getting a fucking job. That shit sucks. I wish someone would throw one in my face like some people that I know. Oh well it will come. I need to get a tattoo my mom said she would buy me one when I got a job. That rocks and it is more of an incentive to get a job amongst other things. I have to clean the ouse up today and I can going to hang up my toys in my room. Damn drywall and plaster walls. They are hard as fuck you can't push a thumbtack into them. I am going to have to bust out the hammer and have fun haha. Oh yeah on another note I really miss Kori. She is doing bad stuff =( It makes me really sad because she is way better then that. I hope she doesn't get to the place I was at. It is not very cool. Thats all I can say about that. I need her to be here for me. Thats all. Oh yeah and speakin of bein here jdc3 is doing a damn good job of it. Well this is about the longest entry that I have made in a whole long time. Which is cool I guess. Life changes my thoughts have been fucked up lately. I don't need to see them all written down. I would rather be looking at stuff that is good and positive and shit like that. It will make a better read later on in life I think. Alright I am out. Cleaning awaits me........

current mood: complacent

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Monday, October 28th, 2002
7:09 pm - Woohoo!

Meet 'Spunk'

my adopted


current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002
2:32 pm - Dude
My ass needs a job so bad. Anyone out there wanna hire me. I would be a good worker and all I want is alot of money. Thats not too much to ask is it hahahaha. Well I need to go to the post office and send out my moms packages. Then I will sit here and do nothing. Well I will probably work out and then do nothing. Today is my rest day. I will go look for more jobs tomorrow. Damn jobs just need to come to me. Why isnt it that easy? I dont get it. Oh well. This is all that I need to write about. Oh yeah JDC3 really rocks. So there.

current mood: bored

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Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
8:45 pm
Well I just got back from applying at places. I applied at Radio Shack and Toys r us. I need to go back to walmart on tuesday because thats the only time they hand out apps. I need to go to Kmart again tomorrow because they didnt have any applications. I applied at Target online. Cuz there were to retards talking to eachother while they were appling at target. I have most of my stuff and my room looks cool. Kori needs to come up here. My mom and step dad might go out to ohio. That will be cool for them. I will have to babysit all the dogs haha. I met a cool guy online last night. He is ULTRA HOT. I hope to talk to him again. He lives on the other side of the country but hey. No harm in talking to hot guys is here haha. I need to get a job. I need money. I put pete on the doggie insurence at pet smart. I need to wash my car. It is so filthy.

On the other hand Scotland was beautiful. Hot dudes everywhere. Wont forget Aaron haha. He is too hot. I loved Loch ness. I want to live there someday. The accents there are sexy. As well as alot of the guys. I will try to get a pcitrue on here from there. I cant describe it to you. I would recommend it to anyone.

I better go..........

current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002
6:32 pm - I am in the internet laundrette in Inverness
Just wanted to write a little something while I was here!! This place is brilliant haha!

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Friday, September 27th, 2002
8:15 pm - Scotland....you have to go sometime
Well I am in Scotland in a moto on the outside o stirling. It is so beautiful here I cannot describe it. We are going to go up to lochness tomorrow and see the loch. maybe i will find the lochness monster. gotta go my time is up

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Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
1:06 am
I got home a while ago. Had a nice little arguement with Paul. I dont understand why he has to be a dick. He was just looking for something to bitch about. Fuck him. WOrk today was cool. I was really tired though. I still had fun. The trip is less then a week away. I am excited. I hate being alone. Although it gives me a change to see how it is going to be for a while. I wish Justin would have called me before he left. Oh well he will have fun in Jamaica I think. I would like to see him sometime. That could happen sometime in the future. Kori is really helping me out right now. If it wasnet for her I don't know what I would do. Thank you! I am going to go to bed now. I am tired and I have to work tomorrow.

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Sunday, September 15th, 2002
9:13 pm - hate
hate runs through my veins.
i will not bleed for you.
you have ripped me apart.
torn out a piece of my soul.
yet no blood runs from these wounds.
i watch the hate slowly trickle out.
taking up all of my time.
i cannot feel now.
my mind has taken over.
the pain is settling in.
alone i have no comfort.
all hope is finally gone.
we slowly fade away.
i will leave this life i made.
theres no way i can stay.
your face changes before me.
my trust in love is gone.

current mood: angry

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1:11 pm - will i ever dream?
the words you said echo through my mind.
memories of a life are left behind.
take this away and make me sane.
reality is like a bad dream.
break me down again.
does it make you feel like a man?
let me close my eyes and think of a time.
where i was happy.
i watch this all come to an end.
my thoughts haunt me.
looking for a place to hide.
you push me down.
you let me down.
tears run freely now.
the taste of salt disgusts me.
tear by tear my soul is greiving.
everything is slipping away from me.
deep down into a place i can't see.
bring me to a place where i can pretend.
make me whole agian.
happiness is just a dream.
please let me dream again.

current mood: drained

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Saturday, September 14th, 2002
4:58 pm - Stomping on my heart~!
The days grow longer it seems. I got home from work aboyt 2 hours ago to an empty house. Weird. I need to find some kind of an outlet. This is fucking strange. My whole life is completly changing before my eyes. There is nothing I can do to control it. I am scared. I think more scared then I have ever been in my life. Yet I know I will be ok. I have gone through everything else in my life this is just another step. I need to learn how to depend on myself. I havent done that ever in my life. I need to fucking grow up and be a woman. I am lonely at night. My bed is empty. Angry thoughts running through my head. Am I really that bad?

current mood: angry

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Friday, September 13th, 2002
8:35 pm - Just got home....
Well I just got h0ome from the exciting day of working at the fair. It was pretty fcool when we actually got milk to sell. Both of the chicks that we worked with were cool. I talked to Justin for along time last night. It made me feel alot better for a while. Knowing that someone out there might want me sometime. I am sitting here alone again. I don't like it too much. I am just trapped inside my thoughts. I want to get out. Oh well. The trip is comming up soon and after that I will have a new life. I thought of a tattoo that I want to get. It will be a heart tearing away from its broken skin and it will be mended and flying away. It is my way of showing what I feel now. I am going to make this short.

current mood: numb

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Saturday, September 7th, 2002
5:51 pm - Drama and more Drama
I am not playing these childish games. Grow the fuck up!

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Thursday, September 5th, 2002
5:29 pm - Uh huh dont be jealous

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Jaime is the coolest chick in Corona. Everyone thinks so and will tell you the same. She is into alot of stuff including, her animals, music, collecting 80's toys, going to Montana, starting a clothing company, her husband, and her best friend Kori.
Strengths: I am cool and thats all anyone needs to know!!!
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Wednesday, September 4th, 2002
6:27 pm - 80's toys are back!!
For all of you that don't know Carebears and Masters of the universe have been re released. There are the large carebears and also small bean bags and pvc's. I have been able to find them so far at Toys R Us, Target and KB toys. The masters of the universe are the action figures and cats and the castle. I have found those at all the toy stores and places like walmart and target. Also for you collecters out there. The masters of the universe toys has put out a limited edition set of 5 re issued figurines. I have only found those at Toys R Us. Just though you 80's Kids would like to know!!

current mood: amused

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6:21 pm - Fuck traffic
I just have to love that Cali traffic. Well I went to my moms for a few days it was pretty cool. Although I felt like shit one day why I was there. I had to take the back way to get up to her haouse because tehre was a big ass fire up by magic mountain. So I came back today and the traffic was fucked up again. I got home and there was a fire in Norco so the freeways was all blocked off. I was supposed to go to the orientation for working at the fiar tonight but it took me a half an hour to get from home to Parkridge. Thats fucking crazy. So Kori is just going to pick up the stuff for me and I can just take it on on the first day of work. Which will be cool. I am going to get a tattoo with some of the money that I make at the fair. The other I will just use to pay bills and what not. My trips isn't too long away I cant wait!!

current mood: aggravated

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Sunday, September 1st, 2002
1:02 am - Awww Nahhh

Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?

What Kind of Relationship is Right For You?

which Tori accessory are you? find out @ snowcanwait.org

me? controversial? find out @ snowcanwait.org

which improv are you? find out @ snowcanwait.org

kind of bagel are you?

Which Sex and the City Vixen Best Matches Your Sex Style?


What's *Your* Sex Sign?

This is funny becasue this is Pauls sign!!! HAHA

kiss ass

Your Ass Should Be Kissed!

While you won't let anyone stick it,

You expect *everyone* to lick it.

Whenever you want someone to go to town,

You just bend over and pull your pants down.

What Ass Do *You* Have??

boob job

boob joob

Do *You* Need A Boob Job?

How Does *Your* Dick Rate?

I have a nice dick hahaha!!

what sort of weirdo are you?

this quiz by belle</cen

current mood: bored

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